More than anything else
I want to cut
Methodically
Deliberately
Repeatedly
And then float out
Eyes wide
Somewhere deep inside
Into a white noise sea
But I will be good.
I am always good.
Even when I can’t walk straight
Or form words properly
I follow the rules
Self control
She is a bitch.
~~~
Avdi’s going away for awhile. Maybe somewhere safe, maybe just somewhere cold. He’ll be back, he always is. Try back later.
– an0dyne
I will miss him…
I hope everything is ok…Contact me if you want to talk…
*hug*
Who’s
Well, poo. Now that I finally made it over here…. Can’t wait.)
I guess I’ll concentrate on getting to know the “old” Avdi. (I would like to meet you too,
*Offers a virtual hug to both*
~M!
[“Big sis” to, and heart-bound to ]
Hmm.
*hug*
::hug:: Come back to us when it’s time.
Please don’t go away.
Let your friends comfort you in your time of need.
I realize I’m only an LJ friend, but I really like what you have to
say.
If you do have to go away, please don’t be gone long.