Thoughts go around in circles… and I just get more angry. Having trouble establishing perspective. Impossible to focus. Why am I so angry now, as opposed to any other time? And I can’t talk about it, and I can’t justify it in a way that would make sense to any one. There’s no way to let off steam here. I feel so trapped right now. I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of saying “next year”. I’m tired of being patient. I want my life back.