I’ve been making avivahg miserable for a couple days, and now I think I’ve pissed off a good friend – and I’ve just gotten started. I am angry. I do not like my life right now, and I do not want to continue as-is. It does not bring me happiness. Which is not to say I am incapable of being happy – I am very able to make myself happy. I feel, however, that my life as it stands is an impediment to that happiness. The negatives are clear; I do not see the positives at this time.