The Imperial March is My New Theme Song

July 20, 2005 13 Comments

I’ve been making avivahg miserable for a couple days, and now I think I’ve pissed off a good friend – and I’ve just gotten started. I am angry. I do not like my life right now, and I do not want to continue as-is. It does not bring me happiness. Which is not to say I am incapable of being happy – I am very able to make myself happy. I feel, however, that my life as it stands is an impediment to that happiness. The negatives are clear; I do not see the positives at this time.

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  1. matrixx July 20, 2005 at 16:24

    It’s because you refuse to blame the weather for anything. It’s hot, and muggy, and miserable out and how can you really get excited about life when you can’t even bear to walk out the door.

    1. avdi July 20, 2005 at 16:38

      Ironically, some of my happier moments in the past few days have been outdoors, mugginess notwithstanding. It’s indoors that I am reminded of all the things which piss me off.

      I did find myself yelling at the weather report on the radio this morning though. It went something like “it’s going to be hot this weekend, but at least there won’t be any rain“. Yeah. Our bodies will still bake under a relentless sun while every surface is dripping with the humidity; but THANK OUR BENEFICIENT CREATOR that terrifying droplets of moisture will not fall from the sky. Heaven forfend that the air be cooled, or that our blistering skin be denied the loving rays of the day-star.

      1. matrixx July 20, 2005 at 17:20

        lol I’m with the weather guy. I like a good rainstorm every now and then, but I’d rather them be during the week when I’m stuck inside anyway. I hadn’t been out when I commented earlier, but it’s actually pretty nice today. I think I’ll take the kids to the park and think happy thoughts for you. Until I get distracted by something shiny anyway.

        1. avdi July 20, 2005 at 17:22

          Would it make it easier for you to stay focused if I wore a tinfoil suit?

  2. predestinedsoul July 20, 2005 at 16:37

    It’s a bad idea to start burning bridges because you’re unhappy with your life, you might find that the end result is worse than what you started with.

    1. avdi July 20, 2005 at 16:43

      So I’ve discovered.

  3. darthcrank July 20, 2005 at 16:56

    good luck…
    may the changes you desire be within reach…and hopefully without too much carnage left behind…

  4. sharissa July 20, 2005 at 16:57

    Ohh… did you see the post of the darth vader chick in PVC?

    (sorry… that was the mental image I had when I read your entry’s title: Avdi in a darth vader PVC costume)

  5. avdi July 20, 2005 at 17:20

    Re: another star wars icon

    He’s got a point…. Palpatine is merely a Butt Lord. I am the buttmaster! Bwahahahaha! All your butts are belong to us!

  6. avdi July 20, 2005 at 17:24

    Re: another star wars icon

    Someone should photoshop an old “Beastmaster” poster…

  7. tricstmr July 20, 2005 at 17:59

    Ohh…

    From these comments.. it just appears that you have a case of surlytitis… It’ll probably clear up in a cuppulla weeks..

  8. alannakitty July 21, 2005 at 04:25

    Re: another star wars icon

    I have to say that your icon made me laugh my butt off! ROFLMAO.

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