In the interest of keeping track of my moods over time:

Frustration has been the watchword of late. I do not lack direction; I know what I need to do, and merely lack the time. I am experiencing a building resentment of colleagues who seem to have more time, due to being single or childless. I don’t regret my choices, but it rankles that the very actions I need to take to ensure my family’s ecurity are prevented by the need to remain present as a husband and father.

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  1. I hear ya..I have the same feelings many days. I see people that are able to spend 12-18 hours a day completely and singularly focused on learning something new, while I have to juggle running a business, being a husband, having a child with special needs, etc. Wouldn’t trade it for the world, but some days finding the proper balance between work and family can be challenging.

  2. I know! It’s the most annoying thing about kids, if you didn’t have kids you’d have enough time for kids but because you have kids you don’t

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