A lot’s happened, I just haven’t felt like doing the usual retrospective.
I’m kind of cranky and mopey today. I’ve narrowed the cause down to the feeling that I don’t feel very on top of things. Too many things I should be doing, none of them that I’m actually doing. Lack of time, lack of money, fear, or deadlock prevent me. (Deadlock: that state where no matter what you consider doing, it reminds you of something ELSE which is equally urgent).
It’s time to become the Ubermensch. I have a hard time, though, becoming ubermensch and remaining civil. It’s either lazy and disorganized or efficient cold-hearted bastard with me – no in-betweens. The latter state is a problem when there is family around.
Anybody have any ideas for storing books on the cheap? I have lots of books around in boxes and in stacks, and I need to get them onto shelves of some kind. I don’t want to build shelves because I want them to come with us when we eventually move. And I hate particleboard, which eliminates the cheap assembly-required freestanding shelf units found at most department stores. Any thoughts?
I am failing in almost all the endeavors which are important to me.
Not “almost all”. All. I can’t think of a single thing I’m succeeding to my satisfaction at.
It’s time to make a change.